Lost in the same world.

by Ed
(Katy, Texas, USA)

I never looked online for a blog or info before tonight. Truly thought I was the only one out there like this. What do you do? I have been asking myself that since our first daughter 7.5 years ago. It is hard; you love the person you fell in love with but you can't seem to find her anymore, unless the moon, stars, wind, etc. is in the exact right place.

I have felt like leaving several times. I have felt like telling her to leave. I have even felt like giving up myself from all the pain it causes. I am a very positive, "go lucky," fun type of person. I enjoy making people laugh and seeing them smile. Why I can't seem to be myself at home kills me. My heart feels crushed when she acts out at our two young girls.

Please! I wish someone did have the answer other than giving up. I do agree, if you do not have any children together.... GET OUT!! GET OUT NOW!!!! LEAVE and DON'T look back!

Ed (Katy, Tx)